Pshh I still AM a creative kid. ;)

You Were a Creative Kid

When you were a kid, you always had to be doing something with your hands. Whether you were painting a picture or just doodling, you had to be creating something. You were too busy thinking about your future creations to listen in school. It's likely that every part of school was a challenge for you, except for art class.

I can't help but to be annoyed. I have problems. Real problems. I'm not the victim of some teenage angst. I'm not emo. I don't think being depressed is cool. I don't want attention. But I would like to have someone I can discuss these problems with. In school they tell you if you're having issues you should reach out to anyone: a friend, a family member, a teacher, a counselor.
All of the above are not exactly an option for me. My family is the problem. If I tried (which I have countless times) to voice how I feel in a civilized matter, it would turn into a ridiculous dramatic fight. And I definitely do not need that right now. I can't talk to a teacher. I take classes online. I barely interact with my teachers at all. And here comes a stranger asking you to be their confidant and listen to their life story? Eh no. Same goes for a counselor. I could call like, a hotline or whatever but again, stranger; no.
Then there's my friends. I have a boyfriend. He's wonderfully supportive. And I could pour my heart out to him some more. Or not. As much as I appreciate him being there for me, I don't want him to be my emotional punching bag. I don't want to burden him with every single little problem I have. He deserves better than that. And I'll give it to him. I have other friends. Be we've either lost touch or aren't soul-bound-ly close in the first place. Maybe I'm being to picky.
And that leaves about 2 or 3 people I could talk to, friends wise. But they don't talk to me. They don't tell me what's wrong. They don't come to me for advice. They don't treat me like I'm a good friend and they actually want to talk to me about what's going on in their lives. They can blog about it. They can open their heart to millions of people on the web. But not to just me. They can tweet about it. They can share it with their other friends all at once, but not talk to me about it at all. They can write about it on Myspace. But god forbid any of my friends who are supposed to be close to me actually discussed their lives with me.
So how am I supposed to open up my innermost thoughts and feelings, what is most personal to me, with people who choose to be so impersonal?

Girl Interrupted

I like this movie because I think everyone questions their sanity at one point or another and this movie really expresses that. The characters are believable and the story is quirky. Totally lovely.

Gia

Her life story was so breathtaking and devastating all at the same time. I didn't know who she was until this movie, but it's still pretty amazing. A great story about love, standing out, and well, spiraling down too.

Cruel Intentions

Hyper-sexual drama, loads of tension, completely hilarious scenarios. Also, a sweet love story. It was followed with horrendous excuses for sequels, but the original was pure perfection.

The Illusionist

Edward Norton, need I say more? Haha but really, this movie is great in all aspects. There's comedy, romance, drama, and Edward Norton. (: It's a love story almost as epic as Romeo and Juliet with twists no one could see coming.

Reality Bites

This movie could pretty much sum up how I feel about my life. I can relate all of the characters with someone in my life. The plot is awesome and the story is beautiful. I could watch this over and over and over again til the DVD scratched itself silly and broke. (: